OMG

I dono how to start this, but I guess I need to start writing in order for me to remember all my memories.

Last Mon, the whole day I just feel out of breath. I mean normally you don feel yourself breathing, but the whole day I can feel my breathing. Is out of breath. Din really care so much, juz told my hubby during dinner time. He suspect something so he serach for it asking qns on pregnant symtoms.

The next day on Tue, I started to feel nausea. I keep wanting to vomit. Esp when going toilet. I cannot see disgusting stuff, smell of anything. Indian smell, dirty smell etc, juz all kind of smell I feel nausea (except perfume). I tot this was normal so I ignored it. It doesn't stop here. This continued till Wed.

Thursday is here. By this time, hubby began to worried. He remind me to go consult doctor during lunch time. I really feel dizzy on Thu. So I ask permission to go home in the noon. Thu is the day for me to go JW for dinner. So I went to my family doc. All symtoms I told doc was too common til doc cannot tell me what I'm suffering from. He aso suspect so asking me do I want to do pregancy test. I was so panoriod & weird feeling, so I continue doing w/o thinking.

End result was a POSITIVE! So this result was like a sudden/ fear/ surprise I dono how to explain this kind of feeling.

I told hubby & he was like 'is this for real'? He used to see this doc & he din cure so he suspect the doc. Before going home, he ask me to buy another pregnancy kit to test it again. Test it again before sleeping & it aso turn out to be positive.

So this baby came @ the wrong time. I mean I don really prepared this kind of situation. I haven had my honeymoon, I haven really enjoyed our 2 person life yet, & now, I'm Pregnant!!

Now whatever I'm doing, I need to be extra careful. Cannot eat raw food :( Cannot do this cannot do that. Abit like handicap.

Well, gotta end here, will update whats next.