Some thoughts

Was wondering if I m too calculative on perfect or sm ppl r juz don care?

I always know that human or rather no1 was perfect. But sm r juz too simple to know. M i suppose to close 1 eye & let it be? or juz simply don care? or treat the person how they treat u?

Can sm1 tell/ enlighten mi?

Here, in this working area is a nice enviornment. But u guys now, there are always handful of bad ppl & politics. Thou they nv directly hurt mi, but i 'kan bu shuang'. What to do...

Well, kinda relieve that today is sat & I do not need go back to working environment to suffer the hell. I need i really nid to brush up my damn poor English ! Some times i was lost for words, cant recall the words to replace what or how i feel. eg; ytd i saw my colleague who has been not feeling well for pass 2days. Upon seeing her I wanted to ask have u recovered? U know wat i ask? (I cannot find the words & i said this) "U finish ur sick?" *Sicko or wat*. My colleague was like laughing @ mi. -_-!!

Ok gotta do my laundry, see u guys back on monday. *going m'sia.*

Moody feeling

Dono y today the mood is like so moody. Like ganna depression. Everything makes feel irritating; phone ring, printer jam, adding of paper, ask me stupid qns, ask mi to do this & that.

ArGh.....

Help~

I always feel like this wheneva there is gathering for colleague. I cant seems to blend in cuz mayb of their topic or juz they closed their doors. My position is like an eagle eyes, can see everything fr here. Fr selfish ppl to hypocrite to 'gian peng' ppl. Is really v clear. Mayb their attitude juz make mi puke. Therefore I always feel a barrier between them.

Some r clique tgt & close door to strangers whom wanted to join. Some can juz join in with thick skin. Some juz don care loner in & out. Some have sm charisma which ppl find it interesting to hang with. Wheras I find that I seen too much really make mi moody. Once The guy of mine told mi not to care too much which I tink is true too. At times really come & go which do not care abt how others feel of u.

Back to reality & work. Today, ytd & day b4 ytd work load was like damn much. Bcuz they r rushing for production.

buSy

Kinda bz today.

Don tink I will blog today lata as i having my dental appt.

Feeling tired~

Demoralise

I dono y, wat courage to push mi ask the 1st on hows is their relationship.





Today got msg fr u asking me wat i ask the 1st on fb. u did told mi tt he was gd to u & even bot proposal ring, but he is not the one u r looking for. FYL. Wat u mean not ur one? If so den shldn't b like pa-tor for sooo long...& so u decided to end it.


So is like wishing her tt she find her true love den right guy, & u told mi tt u tink 2nd is the right.





What ever now. U happy can liao but aft all I'm relieve that I noe the ans & it won b bugging me day & nite. Suddenly I got strong feeling which i dono y i felt i might have depression.





I feel that i'm not good in studying, do not have a high/ good EQ/IQ. I don have much frens. If not for the guy, I guess i'm like a sad gal having depression, always thinking abt negative stuff. But that is mi ma, I always have negative stuff to prevent further sadness. If result turn out to b good @ least I feel better & gd. This kind of thinking is bad?

Is Monday

Heya, I'm back again with some gossips?
Haha...

Okie, happen got to know that u smoke.. But dono y u seems to look familar to mi (dono seen u sm where).

ok, come to my story. Ytd bot the dog for a walk @ the stadium while the bf went for running. Sun was scorching hot & did sweat. Slack @ the hse til evening & went to JP for dinner. Had #LaiLai as wanting to finish the stamps. Walk ard to do sm grocery. Wanting to buy sm nice clothes for the dog but i wait 1st (will let u guys know why in the future, cant reveal yet).

While walking hm, saw my dad & mum with 2kg of lychee & 2kg of mangosteen *I love*. The weather was super humid til I feel *pek chek*.

I feel bad that i had yet to post pic on my blog, I know word-ly blog r boring & difficult to read, but I cant post yet & partly I'm lazy too.. #SorrySorry.

Saturday

Today is a Saturday. No plan @ the moments, as usual, wash my laundry in the morning & this morning is scorching #sweat.

Saw that u had a Lee Hwa Jewllery bag & is quite big. So i assume that is necklace, & once again i guess is the new guy who gave u this. Hmm.. seems like u r so cheapo *gian peng* that u will be satisfied who ever gave u expensive surprise. #shrug.

Kinda watching football now, Singapore 2 vs Malaysia 1. Nth to do @ the moment so decided to blog..

Is Friday !!

Today is Friday !!

No plan aft work, so kinda boring...

Jio my fren go K, but happen not free, another fren of mine wen KL so no fren to go out liao.

Gossip abt that bitch...

Guess what, sm1 saw u dono hug or kiss with that new guy. So is what? current bf in suspense of cool down period & on the other hand u 2-time this new guy. #weird or wat.

Really dono wat u r thinking. U noe u cannot have both world in ur hand, but i guess u b those prositute better, @ least they r being respect.

I noe i m not anyone to critisize u, but u urself making it so cheapo to let other say. U still can say 'that is ok & take those comments with grace.' *duh*

U r same as our common fren which is so materialistic. She is materialistic till she became a SIA gal, going out with those onli wif cars & shower her with branded #no difference.

Enuf of gossips, gotta go take my lunch. Will update again for more #other than gosspi too.

Fresh Juicy news !!!

Ok, got to know that you know this guy thru ur sch (which u r studying now).

Background of this guys: 1yr older than u. Cert til ITE, bcuz he dont like study, family given him $ to start biz.

Conclusion: You r juz materialistic that he is richer than ur current bf..

anyway I guess u r juz a anyhow gal (sui bian). Current bf woo u 1st & u juz hook wif him. Aft tt this guy came by to woo u again (knowing u got hook), & u r like being move by him..

MaiSarah Bday

Excited abt this morning bday bash for Mai.

Got up real early for deal of breakfast (we had this once a wk breakfast tgt). I aso need to reach office early as the gift for her is with me (I nid to hide it).

Had bee hoon which fried by Hani.. yumm... is nice (make me recalled my sec sch life camping which this aunty made) *drooling*

So as agreed that we need to celebrate it @ 9am as not to crash meeting big boss..

Little cork up as I dono wats taking them so long to prepare the cake.

*Happy Birthday MaiSarah*

She is like so young, 21yrs onli... As usual, take pic & pass her the gift. She is like so shock for the gift. Her new addition of Crumpler bag #Hillman Hunter, Black. Took polariod photos & I love the belle border.

Gotta end here. Will update again.

Bimbo Bitch

Ok, this is what i encounter & I feel very angry abt it...

I dono why ur mum give birth to u. As a daughter are you suppose to support her till she is old? You are taking her for granted!

I dono y i just give this name to you, bloody selfish bimbo bitch.

Bloody = you r juz nice as u r as bloody as u are & such a sucker money?

Selfish = your mum do not have enuf money & get from u, u always sae no money & always giving excuses for not giving her money.

You can jolly well enjoy all those nice food with ur colleague & friends, but come to ur family, u r like selfish bitch.

Worst, you can spend all your $ on trends clothes, BRANDED & don even spend $ on your hse stuff. You are not ashame that mum always get $ fr your elder bro (as u always think that it shld b your bro who shld do the job by supporting them) Yes & if ur bro is not free, he always ask me to pass ur mum $. What is this? Once, twice, thrice, always...

Human always got their limits. As for keeping dog, u wan to kip this time becoz u lost ur previous dog, & this is just to subsitute. You have no responsible for this dog. You don't take care of it, bathe for it like onli the FIRST 3-4 times. You wanted to have the best & enjoy food, but u don wan to buy best & nice food for ur dog. Once got 'cesar' for it, u was like grumbling & say why get 'cesar' for it, so ex & comfortable for the dog?

Bimbo = You know that u r kinda pretty & u making it as a advantage to act like a bimbo & having all guys to dump all their $ on you. Buying u laptop, printer, branded etc. (I know guys also stupid to willing dump their $ on you). I'm not jealous, Jolly well u be a prositute.

Bitch = Other than bitch, this just suits you. U ditch away the guy whom love u so much, even deposit 2K for the flat. All you sae is not the guy fault, is ur problem. Ok, is fine but wat another guy came by ur hse to mit u. Trying to woo u i guess (wat I saw). This is a bitch will do.